Something i'm finally Realizing

well as all of you know theres advantages and disadvantages of bein a teenager
im pretty sure i finally know almost all the disadvantages.... well and advantages
but since I was Fourteen i have seem to be what most people call a problem child
i've got into alota troble, got outta the troble, then right back in it but what can I
say i'm tryin to learn from my mistakes and to everyone i have been a jerk to im
so so so so sorry i'm finally realizing that I need to get on the right track. Hey I know
it will take a while to do, cause im not any more perfect than anyone else. Right now
I have the most amzaing parents helpin me out through the past year i have been
,as i said before a bigger problem child than i have before. I admit i havent been tryin
as hard as I should in school and im definatly not bein the best sister, or daughter I
could be. But right now, now that i realize how much my mom and dad and whole
family care about me, which I really should have realized along long time ago. I'm
gunna try harder at school and in everything i do thats why im righting this i just wanted
everyone to know that im turnin over a new leaf. I wanna be the one my big sister and little
brother can come talk to when they have problems they have no clue how much they mean
to me i love them. Just like my mom and dad everything ive gone through in the past year
ive done didnt hit me till now i thought they were only hatin on me and treating me bad
but that is far from the truth i know they strive to make me a better person and help
as much as they can. My brother caleb and my new sister kase im so sorry for not treating
you like ive wanted you deserve so much better and i promise thats what you'll get
i love you guys alot and when you read this i hope you know that you guys are the greatest
thing that could ever happen in my lives and im gunna try and succeed to make you all happy
i know i can make you proud and i will just watch.......

To:Dad Mom Neek Bub kaylun kase
I LOVE YOU GUYS MORE THAN ANYTHING